Wednesday, September 22, 2010

purhaps this malaysiia getaway triip iis a good plan for me

leaving me alone to go thru the cold turkey feeling

with BABY 'KAII LE

there to cheer me up when the flowings tap in my eyes cantt

be closed..

another good experince of failure..

learned to climb up agaiin ..

purhaps im realli ready to lett go agaiin ..

my 3rd failure of relationship this year..

i thou this relationship will be a sucess

i thou you're diff ..

butt

purhaps ii judged you wrongly..

i've forgotten guys re good att sweetalks and flowers

infact they're BORN to be good att all these

you might feel stress again ..

watt ii can say is you need nott feel this way anymore..

cause i've left you ..

i've completely moved you outt of my heartt ..

no matter how much iit hurts me and how long it took me to recover ..

butt ii believe my skin is already thick enuff ..

ive did enuff ..

its neither chinese zodics norr english zodics

tat judge if couples re compatible ..

its your heart and effort ..

its nott fate tat judge your future ..
becox ..

your future is in your own hands ..

its nott hell tat decides when you die ...

is your determinations tat decides when you should die..

its not fortune teller tat tells your future ..

its up to you ..

its nott we want anotx...

its we wanna work it outt anott ..

i've did my best once again ..

to salvage everything.

and im proud to say ..

i've did enuff ..

and ii should stop ..

i would nott deny tat i'm given a chance ..

butt i will say im nott imformed tat i'm given a chance ..

all along i thou

we do nott have any status in the first place ..

up till the biggest quarrel crashed us..

den i came to know ..

all along you took it as one ..

i will say ..

if i knew you took iit as one ..

if i knew you took me as your beloved one ..

i would putt in my whole effort and heart ..

justt becox ii dunoe you took me as one ..

ii putt in my heart half heartedly ..

as well as half of my efforts..

justt because ii dun wanna get hurt agaiin ..

i did nott realli gett to explain myself too ..

butt ii know no matter how ii explained myself it will no longer work anymore..

yes i need a man ..

i need a complete family for BABY 'KAII LE..

butt ii would say ..

if there wont be one for me ..

i'll face iit still ..

i'll nott putt down my dignity for any man anymore..

cause..

nott all man cherishes...

XOXO i'll heal myself..

iif the ♥ you gave were so true..