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so mom gave me an reward be bring me & BABY' KAII LE
outt for dinner..
got myself sat in the car..
looked outt the windows as dad drove along the jammed
highways ..
saw beautifull sunsett..
den came to realise non of my ex bfs actualli brings me to watch sunset before ..
LOLX..
been thinking aboutt a lottx things now days
headache aboutt watt job ii should gettt for myself ..
wannted to work in the office line ..
butt watt it to be related to beauty & cosmetics also ..
dunoe watt postt is tat or where to find ..
so kinda headache..
dun wanna stand in counters anymore ..
wanna find something diff
something tat ii can learn more from ..
hmmmm...
watt to do eh ??
den thou aboutt BABY' KAII LE's future..
3 mths later he'll start to pick & speak his fiirst meaningfull word..
it was nott watt word he will first say ..
tat worriies me ..
is tat how should ii teach him the word "daddy" ?
who should be his "so called" daddy..
who should he call daddy ??
if there isn't someone for him to call daddy ..
den how should ii teach him this word and explain the meaning ??
hmmm ..
tats watt ii flashed passed today ..
which caught me thinking aboutt itt for quite sometime ..
well ii still dun gett the answer after all ..
hmmm ..
tml have to bring BABY' KAII LE for check up att KKH ..
gotta slp lerrhx ..
niitex frens ~
XOXO watt should i do...





































