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and i'm att home ..
things has gott better now days ..
i've been tryin very hard to bring things back in shape
realli cause me lotsa effort ..
till ytd i felt tat everything
is actualli still the same ..
my worth and everything hasn't
changes at all ..
tryiing to prove tat x3 is realli nott a burden between me and him
but when ever we started talking
he'll somehow alwaiis reminds me tat x3 's a burden .
he'll alwaiis highlite tat withoutt x3 things
will be better ..
tat brings me into the thot of abortion for a serveral times
butt i'll alwaiis tell myself ..
withoutt x3 will i still be as happy as before ..
will things go back to how it used to be .
even a test like this he cant even walk thru with me .
wat if one day something even worst occur
re we gonna avoid and nott
face it agaiin .
its alwaiis thru tat if you loves tat person you'll nott mind
who is she or waat is she ..
and ii did has my agreements on this ..
why guys alwaiis has the athority
to make us ladies feels ups and downs ..
and our athority re alwaiis nott strong enuff to lett the feels the
same way as we do ..
wat can we do ??
to realli lett them experince the feelings tat we've been thru
so tat they will nott treat us this way anymore ?
things re alwaiis so complicated ..
when it comes to quarrels ..
ladies re the one who alwaiis have to fiirst comes with the solution ..
there's manithings in this relationship i've to learn aboutt ..
to love or let go ..
frens re important ..
butt your love ones re still the one tat walks with you
thru your life till eternity ..
do you guys ever thot of it ??
you guys alwaiis knew watt a giirl realli wants ..
buutt due to your own selfishness you're nott willing to give in...
work , school , frens ,sleep , family .
nott even a space is leftt for me ..
this is how you maintains a relationshiip ??
XOXO given up





































